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My time playing Civilization VI has been nothing short of legendary. From the strategic depth of building empires to the rich tapestry of history it weaves, Civ VI became more than just a part of gaming culture—it was a lifeline through some of the darkest moments of my life.
Let me take you through it. Seven divorces, one after the other, like a bad sitcom that just won't end. Each time, when the walls seemed to be closing in and the weight of loneliness felt unbearable, there was Civilization VI. Its deep, immersive gameplay provided a strange comfort, like a mentor who somehow understood the pain without needing to say much.
The first divorce was the hardest. I remember sitting alone in my empty apartment, surrounded by the remnants of a life that had just crumbled. It was in that silence that I turned to Civ VI, and oddly enough, it was reassuring. The game had a way of cutting through the despair, reminding me that even the darkest of times could be faced with strategy and resilience. As I built my first empire and watched it grow, I found a flicker of faith in myself.
Divorces two through six were a blur of heartbreak and legal battles, but Civ VI was there, like an old friend who never left. When I had to attend court-mandated counseling after my third DUI, it was the soothing challenge of managing a civilization that I would turn to. The game’s reminder to plan for the long term, to think several moves ahead, helped me find a strange sense of clarity. I wasn’t just a man drowning in mistakes; I was someone who could rise above them with patience and foresight.
The game also became a constant companion during the hours of community service I had to perform after the fourth divorce when I was discovered driving under the influence of drugs and alcohol. The weight of each decision in Civ VI—from diplomacy to war—helped me imagine a life beyond the chaos. It was a reminder that there was still a world out there, still victories to be won, even if they seemed so distant at the time.
By the time I reached my seventh divorce, I had become almost numb to the process. But there was Civilization VI, its gameplay guiding me like a lighthouse through the storm. The challenges of the game reminded me of the strength I had forgotten I possessed, while its intricate systems allowed me to channel my frustrations into something more constructive than self-destruction.
Civilization VI has been a part of gaming culture for years, but for me, it was more than just entertainment. It was a constant source of strength, a reminder that even in the darkest times, there’s always a way forward. The game helped me navigate the rough seas of life, offering solace and wisdom when I needed it most. Without Civ VI, I’m not sure I would have survived seven divorces and those regrettable DUI charges. The game was, and always will be, a powerful force in my life—a guiding light in the darkness.